Today is like Christmas, New Year’s, and my birthday all wrapped up together. The last time I remember being this excited about getting something in the mail was when I was a kid waiting for the postman to deliver my copy of Highlights Magazine (I was kind of a nerd back then)! I can not believe all my drugs are FINALLY here.
Some people are able to make one call and have their drugs arrive the next day. Not me. It took about 8,432 calls to my doctor, pharmacist, and insurance company to get these drugs to arrive on my doorstop (okay I exaggerate a little but not much!). I was so excited about them getting here that I did a drug photo shoot before I put the ones that need to be kept cold into the refrigerator. I was supposed to start these a while back but I am not going to focus on that anymore. I am excited to move forward and see what happens with this crazy process.
I think today it finally hit me that we are doing IVF. We planned it a while back but it never seemed real until now. I am scared, anxious, nervous, excited, and happy all rolled into one.
I do not have another doctors appointment until next Friday. Until then, all I have to do it take my Lupron.
Please, please, please let this work.